hmmmm. back to post again.
alright, how should i say this? i think, i fall for a guy.
is just a kind of special feeling towards him.
but now, he's attached. so, sometimes i wonder, should i just give up ?
people tell me, so what if he got stead? i like, go for it lo.
but...i don't know myself also luhs. i think, i don't even stand a chance.
because they have been together for 1 year plus ? -.-
is damn hard to contact him lah. his hp, use prepaid de.
thn now no credits somemore. than always go out, house always no ppl.
want find him, also cnn't ar. jialat ): how i wish, he colud understand me more.
ok, today i called his home ard 5 plus. & yes, he pick up ! :D
i was happy until i tears-.- i don't know why. tears just drip x= .
talk to him for like, 10mins. he said he need to fetch his younger bro frm sch.
i was like (...) so fast need hang. until now lo,11pm le. he still haven contact me. called his home agn, his daddy told me, he went out again -.- haiya, so be it. his freedom.
maybe, friends & brothers are much more important to him. & Derrick bestf, sorry for th attitude once again. and giving you attitude, you never scold me back or what. you're really a great listener & of cause a great friend. i promise, i will cherish this friendship with you. & hope you won't fail the 3rd time ar, jiayou :D

I ain't gonna cry no,
And I won't beg you to stay,
If you're determined to leave girl,
I will not stand in your way,
But inevitably you'll be back again,
Cause ya know in your heart babe.
Our love will never end no.