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2008-11-28T23:36:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-28T07:51:00.000-08:00

Went backkkkkk school :3 Bought my next year's textbook. Nehneh, all so thick de. Gonna die from it i thinkkk. Went back home, audi & audi. Till ard 2 plus. Knew tht brother got his car lic, congrats ! [: So, he went to pick up grandma frm her house. Mummy, me, grandma & brother went Hougang mall, Aijisen for lunch. Send grandma back home. We headed to changi airport. Mummy wanted to get something frm thr. Lazy walk ard, stay inside car with brother. He's like, damn retard. Drving rounds & rounds. Cause the police shoo him away at th pick up pointtt. So, he went in and out of th car park. Cause go in few minutes no need pay. Lol, than he spin ard agn. Go until 120/s. Sibeh song /: When mummy's done. Brother send us to ceni, saw jessnike daddy & some other sch mates. Bought some assesories frm divaaaa. :3 Cause i got some kuku vouchers. Walked to wisma. Actually wanted to get tht pair of shoe, but no stock ): Shall get it th other time :3 Mummy went find friends, i mai tag along, so went home. Walked to mrt, sawRyan. And daddy's barking like mad agn._.

Jiawei:
I'm sorry if my attitude or mood affects you. I just had some arguements with daddy ya? Hope you understand ba. I just need some time to be alone first. I'll talk to you very soon. [: You, smile too(: Cause, i'm trying.

Xiong:
As for a guy, to you. I don't think tht will much affects you if you were to be in my shoe. Take it as i petty, take it as i selfish, take it as everything's my fault. I guess, i've hurt you by some mean words, sorry. But seriously, is nt i petty. I guess is ~~i've fallen for you.~~

2008-11-26T20:00:00.000-08:00

Meet shannen at compass mrt thr. Paiseh uhs, was like 20 minutes late. Trained to dobby ghuat, waited for 3 train to pass, ( the one to orchard ) cause silver sister never reply or answer our call. So we asume she's gonna be damn late. Fourth train came, thn we go up. Cause very sians. Went heeren first. Both of us hungry, went over to ceni lesuire for lunch, kfcccccccc. Shop ard ceni. Shop finish, went bck heeren wait for silver sister. She reached ard 2 plus._. She cannot find her dress thr. Went to wisma, she wanted to buy wallet. But was out of stock too. She so un-lucky /: Shop at wisma, for her dress. Nice, but not cheap either. After wisma, went far-east. Shannen do extension, purple colour de. So coolzx [: Continue for silver's dress, but thr wasn't any. Sad yeahs ? Lol. She went for her music class, me & shannen headed home.

Leg full of blister D':

2008-11-25T04:52:00.000-08:00

Went choir practise today. [: Stared at 1.30, but i was 15 mins late. Silver sister sibeh pro. Choir ends at 5pm, she came only at 4.10pm. Lol. Cause she woke up late. Never sing, cause having sore throat. Me & shannen both sitting thr, chit-chat[: After choir, out of school. Rain so big._. Bag whole thing wet D': Silver, Shannen & Me went to pp. Have dinner thr. Saw blandon son, carlos grandson & darren brother at pp toos. Carlos tell me daphne daughter ard punggol area. So ring her up & told her i was at pp. She & nicolette kuku came find me[: Miss them luhrs :D Had a chat thr, walked to bus-stop with shannen & walked home.

2008-11-24T19:06:00.000-08:00

Went tampanies mall with cousin, esther. Finallyyyy got my m)phosis bag ! [: Actually, all outlets all no more stocks le, but i call one outlet by one outlet. & I'm so lucky tht th last outlet i called got a reserve de. But the coustermer never take within one day. So they sold it to me. Heees[: Continue to shop. Tampanies mall 'bit bored luhrs. Went over to century square cause cousin want buy shoe. Bought her shoe, went to s'pore post, she wanted to send thing to someone, but she never ask for the address ._. & Her friend nvr reply her. So, trained to dobby ghuat. Cousin went to take her shoe. She mad de, one day buy so many pair of shoes._. Shopped ard, she got herself one top. Plaza sing also very sian luhrs, mummy ask me go compass meet her. So trained back to compass. Waited for mummy & daddy to fetch me. Go sambawang fetch my brother from wrk. They wanted to go home bath & change luhrs. If nt brother cnn't smoke in his uniform. So went home, they changed & whole family out for dinner at plaza sing, The Cafe Cartle. I had fish & chip & a orea cheese cake for dinner. The cheese cake, is damn nice de okayzx ! [: Thanks brother for th treat.

2a3 peeps, imy guys :D

2008-11-23T18:56:00.000-08:00

Went vivo with sokping, mummy, small aunt & grandma. Shop shop, bought a top from tang. Cost my mummy 80 bucks /: Lols, thanks hor mummy. Continue shop, bough a shorts from red2, also quite exp luhrs. Actually wanted to get my m)phosis bag, but out of stock. The sale's person say won't stop publishing de. :D So yeah, will get it as soon as possible. Nth else really caught my eyes, so bought two stuffs only.Daddy came over & find us than we went to TheChickenRiceShop for dinner. After dinner & went home, tired. D': bitch...bitch...bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch... bitch...
Everything also want copy -'- Get your own style la, bitch.

2008-11-22T02:13:00.000-08:00

Early morning, grandma came over again._. This whole week, come caocao 5 times le -.-' Guess she love my house too much yeahs ? Or maybe she miss me too much /: Went northpoint find cousins.Weeann & sokping. Ddr ! :D Dance alot time. Nw learning candy tht song, heavy de._. Never pass till, ): Ard 5 plus, went to cousin's house. Now using his comp. Going nephew's birthday soon ! :D His one year old birthday. Try to get some pictures & hopefully will be able to post. Cause will celebrate till ard mid-night time. Hmmms. [:

2008-11-20T03:54:00.000-08:00

Choir today, frm 9am - 5pm. 8 hours, but i did enjoy today's session :D Afternoon, got lunch break. Went to pp with ziyi & silver, kfcccccccccc. While walking to pp, saw's MrsKoh's car, i looked at her and she smile and wave to me. I'm sure gonna miss her alrights. Hope you'll be happy with your new promoted job hurs[: Saw charis mei, sarah jie, kimhock di, junlong, gerald grandson and yongshun at kfc. Asked 'bout mei's relationship with ys, she said pretty fine. Glad for you yeahs [: Lasttt long long hors. Shall meet you up next time alright. 'Cause promise to find mei after choir. But maybe sang too much, throat was in pain and slight headache. Came home after that, [: Fcuk my sore throat, ): So many days le, and still not yet recover. Daphne daughter, thanks for yesterday's comfort. Ilyyyy, but th last message was abit like attitude. Sorry yeahs. Cause i was tearing and i 'm in a lost. 对不起，我爱你 :D

Alright, Jerelyn happy asked me to do this /:

1) Do you have secrets ?
Answer: Dude, who don't have?
2)Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?
Answer: Tht's of cause. Every girl would want a older boy, don't they ? [:
3) Do you enjoy going school?
Answer: Yessss ! :D With my peopos ard, if not nah :[
4)What will you do with a billion dollar?
Answer:Share with parents, sisters, and gonna get everything i want ! :D
5)Would you fall in love with your bestfriend stead?
Answer: Nope, tht's a bitch thing to do lahs.
6)If you choose one person between your bestfriend & boyfriend, who will you choose?
Answer: Bestf. She/He's always thr for me. :D
7) List your 20 current favourite song.
Answer: Tons & tons /:
8) If the person you secretly like & is attach, what will you do?
Answer: I guess, i'll tear silently. But giving them my best blessing. [:
9) Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
Answer: Yes, thr is. :D
10) Who is your favourite singer/actor?
Answer: I don't know, as long as it's nice, I don't mind :/
11) How do you see yourself 10 years ago?
Answer: Cute & Innocent /:
12) Who is currently the most inportant person to you?
Answer: My loveeees one ard me. [:
14) Which one is more inportant? Career or family?
Answer: Family. They are th one who brought me up through this 14 yrs. [:
15) What is your favourite colour?
Answer: REDDDDDDDDD. :D
16) Would you give your all in a relatonship ?
Answer: Don't know, depends on the situation.
17) If two different people fall in love with you, who will you choose?
Answer: See if i've gt feelings for who more. And who doted me more. [:
18) Would you forgive the person who betrayed you?
Answer:Nope, never. -'-
19) What will you tell the person you love?
Answer: I'm willing to do anythinggg for you. [:
20) Five people I tagged ,
Jerelyn Happy, Daphne Daughter, Candy Baby, Weixiang Idiot & Jiawei.

2008-11-19T05:48:00.000-08:00

Meet candy baby & yc at outram mrt. Meet kelvin after that. Slack at kelvin's blk downstairs. Bored luhrs, keep rain & rain. He sibeh anti. Ask me go find him, but never talk de. Diaos._. We keep talking a'bout prataaaa /: Ard 6, left cause baby & yc want go meet orange. I went home, pei daddy eat dinner[:

{R} You're the one.

2008-11-18T00:46:00.000-08:00

Drawn by weixiang idiot[:

Woke up ard 11 plus today. Saw my msn, kawai told me tht th results of getting what subject next yr. So, went in to school's webside to check. Tio ebs._. Not th subject i want for :[ But nvrmind, i'm gonna work hard yeahs. Weixiang, Alan, Jerelyn & Daphne same class as me next yr, :D Jokers pbt lahs hor. [: All called my phone, confrence. Planning for a bbq for jerelyn's & weixiang's birthday. Excited liaos lahs. 6 days since i see them. I miss them, of cause charis mei & sarah jie toos[: Next yr, 3a4. Wonder if Leslie go which class, hmms. Shall contact him soon yeahs. Cause he got no handphone /: Must wait till he online or something thn can ask. Stone at home whole day, television day. Lols, maybe go buy a new dye again. Sian, see my hair, makes me puke lahs D': So black o.o

Weixiang, You'll be missed too. [:

2008-11-16T05:40:00.000-08:00

Hairrr cuttttt /: Somehw, abit nurdy. But i like it [: Haaas, went compass with sokping. To meet one of her ex-'cher or something like that. Army boy /: Lolollllll. Bought the dye hair de. Went home dye myself. Half way through, grandma came. So, grandma helped me. She damn cute, cause the colour made till my face. She's so panic & ask sokping faster take tissue. Grandma clean for me, so sweet of her. [: Sorry ahma, made till your hand got th dye. Mine also have la ! Cannot wash away. But dye & washed le, came out de colour, is blakcer than before. Nbccb, -'- Make me fking pissed la. Assssss, D': Went ahma house, i'm gonna give anut english tuition, lol. My english standard conduct is excellent de okayszx ! [: Went out with whole family for dinner.

I'm sick & tired of it.

2008-11-15T05:51:00.000-08:00

Went to orchard meet Roidon & dudu with sokping. Waited for qianwen daughter & xiaowen mei to reach. Shop ard far-east, chat, snaps and alot more. Ard 5 plus. qianwen daughter & xiaowen went bishan find people, ( someone's future boyf ) :x. Dudu & Roidon went dobby ghuat. Left me and sokping, so went wisma shop ard. Went wheelock place find linus._. Kns, pangseh me /: He went off with his friends. Ass right ! Nvm, went expo find mummy & daddy, help them carry things home. Laughs :D Tiredddd D':

7 Days, & Still Counting. [:

2008-11-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

Pon school today again, /: Sorry MissTng, made you so dissappointed. Okays, today class 19 peopos nvr attend. Of cause MissTng will be like so sad. Woke up ard 9 plus, got ready and godmother fetch me to m'sia. Shopping at Jasco [: Although is big, but nt alot of things that can buy. Shops, almost same as s'pore de. Mango, Elle, Espirt, Levis and Blas. Nothing much to buy luhrs, bought a eye-liner, anna sui's wallet, a top and some food for my parents. Shop all the way till 6 plus. From 10 plus, shop till 6 plus, without stopping._. Okays, my legs are damn tired. & My throat hurt so much. :[

The rain,

just never seems to bring.

The joy, I feel the same.

Everlasting pain of my loss remains.

My heart, can't seem to learn to part.

The hold you left the mark.

All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.

Though I told myself won't hold my breath.

A part of me was dying.

There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in.

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you.

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,

I'd never let you go.

The way, you left me on the train.

I don't know what to say.

I remember everything on that day.

I can't believe we'd never dance.

I just need one more chance, to share the sunset our one last romance.

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath.

A part of me was dying, there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in.

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you.

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling,

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,

I'd never let you go.

Somehow, no matter what i've done, is pointless. Hais. Idk why too. I find myself so useless. When you're moodless, i'll get moodless to. Why ? D': I'm afraid to fall for you again. You told me, you won't disappointed me, but you still did. I'm really scare of the feelings of getting hurt. I'm sick & tired of it. But, i guess, i'll wait silently. ):

6 Days, & Getting Deeper.

2008-11-13T02:22:00.001-08:00

Never go school again[: (pon). Slept till 9 plus, woke up and bck to sleep again till 12 plus. Deleted alot pictures which i wanted to forget it. Being "sisters" for so long. I still cnn't figure it out, you would betray me. Maybe, you're just protecting yourself and push the blames all on me. I'll dlt you guys in my memory. I just need some time. Sigh. Went heart-land mall with godmother for lunch. Back home, sleep again :D Till 5 plus, watch television and blas. I suddenly miss my 2a3 hottties manzx. Tomorrow, maybe not going school again. Laughs.

Take my hand,
take a breath.
Pull me close and take one step.
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me, (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget).
We'll keep dancing, (to keep dancing) wherever we go next.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together,
we just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance).
Can I have this dance.

Take my hand,
I'll take the lead.
And every turn will be safe with me.
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall.
You know I'll catch you threw it all.

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart).
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million,
the chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance).
Can I have this dance.

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide.
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop.
Let it rain, let it pour.
What we have is worth fighting for.
You know I believe, that we were meant to be.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you).
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do).
And with every step together,
we just keep on getting better.
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance).
Can I have this dance.

2008-11-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

Grrrr, sat in the hall for th whole day. Fun, with so much laughter lahs. Watched " Hair Spray ". Than spelling bee and taboo for games. Lastly, invited the amazing race's first place winner to our school for a talk. Went home after that. Never go anywhr, good girl right [: Wedding in audi today. First time, pass le. Laughs, first time man. Darling claims that because got him ard, tht's why. Okay, bullyshyt :x Better not let him see this, if not i'm gonna get nag again. My dumb ass darling. Stupid but cute, [: Derrick, JingWen, KimHock & Blandon Son, next year must study harder alrights and jy for th appelling.

Bunkers, i'm gonna miss you guys.

Love yo.

2008-11-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

Shopping speer with cousins today ! [: Alright, never go school today, (pon). Out to ROM, nephew's rom[: Congrats uh. They both like so shy luhrs can, damn cute la. After the rom, went chinatown for lunch. Mrt to bugis with cousins, finally bought my nf shorts :D Hiphip huuray! Nothing really caught my eye today leys. Went m)posis, saw that black colour back i want. Actually wanted to buy, buy mai use my own money. So gonna bring mummy thr soon /: Last wed, saw de shirt. Saw it one again, tried. But feel like, so lose, so ugly. So nvr buy le. Laughs. After bugis, trained to vivo. Shop ard, went home le [: Forever 21, here i come ! :D Gonna grab your stuffs like mad, rahhhhh.

Andrew Baby's back O:

2008-11-10T00:10:00.000-08:00

Okay, Daphne daughter & Jerelyn Happy are complaining that i never update my blog.

Finally see daughter, after 4 days :D Miss her damn much okayzx ! Just that i never post up only ma D': She say i nvr miss her. Bad right ? :[ Got bck result slip, PROMOTED ! :D Candy baby, i'm fine. Don't worry le [: Lovezx ya the most !

AkuCintaCandyMost! [:

Last long uhs.

2008-11-07T04:04:00.000-08:00

I Took It, Nice ? [:

Today, sit till butt pain. Lols, alot talks in the hall. Subject combination talk at th end. Hmmps, i actually wanted to take EBS, but that only help me to promote frm sec 3 to 4. N & O levels, ebs this subject won't be counted in. How sad lahs, D: Unless i don't want take O level, than can take EBS lohs. Same for CPA. So now, left with POA, D&T and ART. I put art for first choice. Cause my maths is cmi de. And i fcuking dislike d&t._. See how it goes ba.

Conversation between Me, Leslie, Weixiang & MissLin(art t'cher)
Me: MissLin, what's my weakness in art ?
Reply: Your observation drawing not very well-done.
WeiXiang: MissLin, what's my weakness in art ?
Reply: Your observational drawing is drawn too slow.
Leslie: MissLin, what's my weakness in art ?
Reply: YOU CNN'T DRAW !
Lols, me & weixiang both laughing at leslie /: Cause MissLin gave such a straight forawrd answer.

想念你的xiao，想念你的味道
xiao = sperm. Weixiang &Alan taught me this /:

2008-11-06T21:19:00.001-08:00

School was fine[: Charis mei finally come bck school, lol._. Slack whole day, last period was portfolio. Was suppose to upload some pictures into disc and burn it. But, my comp cnn't lahs, don't know why. Lousy school's comp /: Keep spam weixiang idiot's tagbox. Lol, and idiot fell down on the floor while dancing some chicken dance :D After school, mummy came fetch me home. Got home, bath & got ready. Went down bunk, meet leen jie, candy baby, yc, wc & sherly. Saw kira they all, they actually wanted to tag along, but was quite late, never wait for them. Cause kira dancing ddr. Bus thr, we reached le. But need walk, all lazy, so took cab thr. Reached thr, saw weeboon, jiahao, jason aiai, kaijing sweet, jen, brandon, and alot more lahs. Got to know some new friends, gary, shortshort, dainosour, rabbit and a few more. Lols, jen bbq chicken wings give me, and rabbit bbq satay & hotgdog give me. Thanks hor [: See jason aiai alone, went over pei him lo. Listen song, till i cired. He sayang me, lols. Thanks aiai [: Had a great chat with him yeahs. He not feeling well, plus need got work next day, so went home at ard 7 plus. Damn early de ! :x At night, yin came over. Shawn also. Idiot sials, shawn so rich, buy 3 shirts which cost him hundred over bucks. Still cabb frm ceni to east coast. Tsktsk._. Mummy came fetch me home after that[:

/ JiaHao, HappyBirthday.

2008-11-05T20:43:00.000-08:00

Willie came over to my house, helped me fix my audition. Thanks yup[: After that, went Mall for lunch than train to dobby ghuat. On the mrt, saw esther & sokping. Reached bunk, saw panda, samuel, shiro, kira , ahwei, val, jun, porny and alot people. Slack thr for awhile, charis mei, sarah jie and kelvin came over. Suppose to have taiji de, but that guy humji._. Off handphone, lols. After that, took train with panda and other two girls. Stopped at orchard, went over to wisma find esther & sokping. I saw shirts which i loveeee so much lahzx ! I'm gonna ask my mummy to go shopping speer with me soon ! :D After wisma, went far-east than to raffles city, had dinner. Shop for awhile more and headed home. Reached home ard 8 plus bahs, i guess.

-Andrew B, whr are you ? D':

2008-11-04T05:04:00.000-08:00

School was fun ! [: But house meeting was kinda bored. Was apointed to be the 'ic' for officials. Stupid MrChan :[ After that was a course, design own website. Me & Daphne Daughter was having fun lahzx. I loveeee my website lahs /: But need to buy a programme, than can view that web D': After school, went home changed. Went down 114, find charis meimei. Saw blandon & botak[: Than huiling & chairs bring me up to benedict's house. ( I think so, :x ) Yongshun, Alfton ( don't know if it's spelled this way. ) and don't know who all up thr. Watched ghost movie, but not scary at all ? Lols._. After that, all very sian. Went down 114. See big jeremy, yongshun and alfton play basketball, play half-way, rain._. So went in to a block downstairs, chatchat lohs[: Mummy came fetch me after that, headed to tpy than to amk for dinner. [:

-I'm going movie with willie tomorrow ! [:

2008-11-03T02:14:00.001-08:00

Miss Independent, [:

School was fine[: Skating was fun, but damn tired lahs. MissTng got new boyf, name eguene :x Is one of the skating instructor /: From 11, skate all the way till 12.30. Leg cramps, arghhhh ]: After school, cab home. Bath & do whatever i needed to do. Boyf reached my house. Was thinking of going down slack, but rain, so cold. So stayed at home. I watch television, he play computer O: Ard 5, boyf left my house. A hug and kiss to him[: Cause he's leaving tonight to china, D: Boyf is gonna be away for one week. Alright, seriously will miss him[: Tkcare of yourself alright, lovezx.

2008-11-02T02:58:00.000-08:00

I hurt my middle finnger while cutting an apple for myself, D: So pain cans ? Bleed & bleed & bleed non-stop. Hmmms, never go out today. Stayed at home, having a good rest. To cure my dark-rings :D Just bath and now coming post. Daddy should be coming to fetch me soon for family dinner[:

Andrew, iloveyou lahs :P

2008-11-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

Baby[:

We broke, and patch again. Maybe that decision was made too fast withouht any thinkings. I'm sorry yup. After we broke up, you called me and tell me how much i meant to you. You cried, my heart was aching for you. I don't know why too. I think, i still love you like i do. Now, we are back together again, i'll not break those promises again. I hope you can understand me better & of cause i'll understand you better too. Baby, iloveyou. { The way you held me in your arms, x3 }

2008-11-01T06:28:00.001-07:00

Woke up late today. Reached bunk, going 2pm le.
Took neo-print with kaijing sweetsweet, cause she say the machine very cheap but very nice, plus she never take with me before. After that, had chicken rice for lunch. Smoke smoke, went back down bunk again. Took neo-print again._. This time round took with nightkids, sweet & candy baby. Laughs, nightkids first time take neo-print O: After awhile, took neo-print once again ! Lol :x With sweet & leen jie. Like mad de, keep take neo-print. One day take three times bodoh. All sweet's treat, thanks yo ! :D Sit outside bunk with nobrains, baby & shwan sister. Shwan sister, thanks for the coke :D Blablablas, ard 7 plus went plaza sing de foodcourt eat dinner with nobrains, baby, samuel, shiro & panda. Went back bunk. Fang, don't cry luhrs, not worth alright. Cheerup[: Panda send me to mrt thr, and went home le. Reached home around 9 plus.

2008-10-31T02:26:00.000-07:00

Got a new blogskin for myself[: Kinda like it lahs okayzx !
Stomach is roaring, ): So painful.
After school, went meimei's house. She somehow, still like very sad over the arguements.
Hmmms, cheerup alright. And she really regrteted on her own actions.
I'll give you the chance to change alright, but jiejie know you need time :D
Accompanied her to 114. Got to know a new friend, brandon(didi), heehees.
That stupid blandon son of mine, when i told him he got the highest for lit, he was like happy till mad. Lols, silly :D Clara, JunLong, WeiQiang, Renee, 134 and his friends, Carlos, Kimhock, Nicolette, Selina, Rosamund, Jolene and Jay was there too. Smoke a few sticks, meimei & 134 accompanied me to bus stop, reached home ard 4 plus. Cause of my fuckingggg stomach ach & backbone pain D:

2008-10-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

Sighh, finally, thr's one day, we're left speechless.
I don't know what has happen between all of us. You never talk to her,
I talked to her, you attitude me. What's all this ? I'm not trying to blame anyone for all this.
But seriously, nobody wants all this to happen, no one. You said, we never give in to you. Never ? We doted you don't know how much.
You said, you wanted short pants, black & blue de, you've got it.
You said, you like that green heart shirt, you've got it.
You said, you would like to have a blusher, you've got it.
You said, your eye-liner is used up, but you got no money to buy, i gave mine to you, & you've got it.
You said, you have not enough cash for lunch or whatever, we lend it to you.
You said, nobody pei you slack, i did, or others did.
You said, you don't want meet others. I woke up much earlier than other days, to fetch you to school.
Why, ? Why are we doing all this ? Cause we all doted on you.
Frankly speaking, we really doted so much on you. When you got to wear "that thing", our hearts were all pain. But maybe, when anyone of us did some bad stuffs or whatever, it covers all thoses good things we've done. I know, maybe we really negelected your feelings. I tried to take first step, asking you why you're crying. You tore the paper away (w/o reading it). How hurt it feels ? You understand ? Forget about this, i send you a message, explaining what happen. You ignore. What else you want me do ? You said before, when you don't think that you're wrong, you won't aplogise. Uhhuh, i know. That's why i started writing notes and message you. I tried talk to you, but dearest, look at your attitude. 1 year, 10 months and27 days, knowing each other and being sucha close sisters, by all this small little stuffs, we're like having cold war. What's the point ? Just let's stop all this things, and just be like how we used to be alright ? If you won't take the first step, i'll. I'm sorry, sirahc mei.

English, 43/75 :D
Chinese, 88/130 :D
Maths, 14/100 D:
Science, 22/100 D:
D & T, 16/40, but pass over-all :D

One eng, & 2 other subjects. I can be promoted ! :D

2008-10-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

Went outside bunk, meet shiro thr. Saw ahwei, justin daddy & joldie thr toos.
Ahwei tell me, he very emo. Cause audi got patch and he don't know.
Come all the way to bunk, but cannot play. Haha, who ask you dumb.
Don't know how check webside, :x
Went arcade, dance ddr with shiro. But he don't know how dance.
Make me like, cannot miss notes. If not cannot clear stage. Lols.
Went back bunk outside, than to arcade find baby and his friend.
Baby and his friend playing the gun lahs, play so long._.
After they play finish, went up to plaza sing again.
Bought movie tickets, watched high school musical 3.
The show, not bad lahs. Average. That shiro, keep disiao me in the cenima._.
After movie, me & baby trained down to punggol.
Find sarah jie & charis mei. 134 and another guy was thr toos.
Slack awhile more, me & baby walk to bus-stop.
Went back my house thr, slack awhile more.
Baby pei me go mall buy things, & he went home. Thanks baby for today's accompany-ment :)

2008-10-28T18:27:00.000-07:00

Maths paper 1, FAIL ! Nvr mind luhrs, knew it anyway. (:

SiaoCharBos, Happy 7th Months[: [c, d, j, s, y]
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Although is not really celebrated in a way, that we all wanted. But, i still love you guys as much alright ! x3

2008-10-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI, :D Lols /:

Alright, went tpy, had lunch with family. Went back home, got ready & went bunk. Saw ahwei, val, kira, junn, weihow, leen, jess, wifeybaby and alot more luhrs. On com play beatup awhile. Slack inside arcade. See kira dance para para. So nice cans ! Omgggg. Saw lynn jie too, changed so much (: Will try attend your chalet de okays(: Slack outside bunk, went plaza sing and bought my foudation, :D Went over to grandma house after that. After dinner, went mall thr, slack awhile with friends. Than come back home le. Tomorrow check maths paper 1, actually i no need check las, cause it would comfirm be a fail ._.

Tomorrow is SCB's 7th month, i love you guys! :D [ C, D, J, S, Y. ]

2008-10-25T19:03:00.000-07:00

Trained to bunk with chairs meimei, sarah jiejie & lendl.
Reached there, had chicken rice for lunch with meimei. Than went back to bunk.
Use comp awhile, & i win kira beatup :x KIRA BOOB SHYT :D Lols.
Today bunk de com, sibeh lag lahs, & keep dc. Cause starhub got problem._.
Play play, went plaza sing. Bought a pair of shoes from ripple(:
I LOVE MY NEW SHOES CANS :D Bought chicken chop eat, sit outside with meimei, bestie & kaijing sweet. Shawn, stupid de._. Go bang the bunk door. Haha. & Shawn, you go die -'- Use the umbrealla stick poke my head. Kiyo disiaokia de dexter so cute ! I want laaa /: Went back plaza sing, bought my eye-brown pencil. Dinner & went back bunk. Slack awhile more, & went home le[: Trained home with yingsi tai-sunnu.

Gahh, i'm jealous of them ): All holidays le.

2008-10-24T18:20:00.001-07:00

Art paper was super fineee, sure pass de lahs :D
After that, was checking paper of chinese.
PASS-ED ! :D Now two more subjects, & i can promote. [:
After school, went meimei's house, than to kofu.
Bus 83, find sweeet, nin, yinyin & jen @ compass.
Came over to my house after that, they majong session ! O:
I sleep, lols :x After that went over mall buy things and they left home. [:

2008-10-23T04:34:00.000-07:00

No school today, cause higher mother tongue paper. Went find kaijing sweet around 2. Walk to bus stop, saw jay that skinhead and ernest inside bus 27. Took 965, all the way till woodlands, change mrt till jurong east, train again till boonlay, saw Eric kor at the interchange. Than bus to jiahao part-time laogong de school outside, waited for his paper to end. Smoke smoke, blasblas. Went up to sweet's house, played audi awhile. Than very sianzx, sweet pei me till woodlands & i bus home. I qiang bao jiahao part-time laogong, hahaha :x He and brought BEN10's pencil case plus ruler to the exam hall ! O: 长不大, tsk.

; 小妹妹 Y 小弟弟

2008-10-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

DLWK.

You listen up hurs. I know, you want me to hate you, and yes i will. But, you don't have to talk to me in a manner that, you really really hate me so much right. I've alerady told you, i'm not a wooden block, i've got feelings. Put yourself in other people's shoe la. I've been giving in & tolerating, even if you attitude or scold me. I tried, not to get angry. But, what's the point ? The more i do, the more you drift away. Please la hor, have a spare for others. So directly saying me, okay fine, i asked you to. But you don't have to say till like what, i so worthless in this world. I insisted you to pei me ? Oh fine, won't. No more alright. You'll be so much happy with others than me. You treat all your friends fine, only ME. Wtfzx is that ? Don't i deserve the same kind as your friends ? Why me ? Why D: Your words, is really fucking hurting. I cried & cried, till my eyes are both swollen, why am i sucha fool. To fall for you. Oh, i regreted. Bai-yers ? That's too much of you lahs. I know, i don't have the looks or figure or whatever, but over-all, i'm still a human. Saying i tio taiji with people ? I childish ? Ask properly, is who say me first ? Don't have the prove, don't anyhow say people. Always let you say, let you attitude. Please la hor, i've enough of it. I'm not your anger toy or what. Whenever you no mood, you come yelling at me, till i (...) bwg. I never say you back le. Yeahs, i know we're impossible, you still love her like you do. What else more can i say ? I don't know how face you, i'll go crazy. When i see you, it reminds of how you treated me. You'll be treated back, like how you treat me -'-. 你放心，我一定会忘记你的, jerk.

2008-10-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, went tamp find val after sch with kaijing sweet sweet & her sister. Walk all over tamp, so bored. Sweet go IMM find her ahyi. So me & val took bus go hougang meet leen bestie. Hit here hit there, loads of fun :D Saw MissTan, MissNg, MissEng & MissBay @ hougang mall de kfc. Walk whole hougang also ._. Very bored, so bused to punggol find charis meimei. Slack at punggol plaza, & things happened. I tears, not because of the mis-understanding. Is because of the attitude you've shown towards me. Arghh, forget it. Went back home ard 6 plus.

Today, D&T paper, was like, damn easy laaaa :D Hopefully can past, heehees. Hmms, went meimei's house. Waited for her & jiejie to change. Went compass for lunch. It was still early when we reached there, so walk ard. Than finally went in. After that, they came over my house. I bathed & changed, went down compass again. Meet val & alfred. Pei them go kopitiam eat. Than bus to punggol find kimhock they all. [ I'm speechless, i really don't know what to say. You're so straight forward. But nehmind, i got use to it. Again, i'm sorry. I cannot control my tears when you're so cold towards me. I know you want to ignore me, because you want me to hate you & forget you. I'll forget you, surely will. What i need, is just time. Scolding me, attituding me, every i sua sua le. But worst thing came, daoing me. Sighs. Tears roll down my face, every moment i see you. Don't avoid me, you need time & i need it too. Just break contacts for few days, as what you say. Hopefully, we both can recover & be friends ba. Tkcare & Goodbye. ] After all things happen, jiejie and meimei need go home le, so i went home toos. Thanks weiqiang kor & kimhock best for pei-ing me wait cab. Love yazxzx.

-Sarah Jie, Charis Mei, Jay SkinHead, Kimhock best, Weiqiang kor, kaijinh sweet, jiahao part-time laogong :x &Jason daddy, thanks alot [:

2008-10-20T04:53:00.000-07:00

History exams was fine(:
Went home, changed, grandma came over my house.
Lrt to compass point, help ahma buy the top-up card than pei her go eat.
After that, send her to interchange there. Meet chairs meimei & Sarah jiejie there. Than went meet my alvin sister. :D Lols. We four went up to the kopitiam agn._. Had lunch there. Than to arcade. After arcade, pei jiejie go wait cabb. She got "O" Level exams. Alvin sister go find his friend la, pangseh pangseh D: Hate si ni. Me & meimei go back my house. Use com awhile, than kimhock best, darly and carlos tai-sunzi came over my house also. Had alot of laughter luhrs. We all went down mall buy things, i smoke, tio caught my my real blood brother. He go baotoh me, cheebye -'-.

Mummy, i'm sorry. I'll quit smoking & close my toungue piercing alright. Don't cry le. Really big apology. ):

2008-10-19T05:39:00.000-07:00

Actually want watch movie de, but alot people not free.
So never go.
Ard 3 plus, went down bunk find val. He tio dua by that charbo la.
Say what, want treat him. In the end, also he pay himself -'-
On com play, blablas. Saw gerry, he wanted a hug from me. But i abit don't understand la /:
So never give, haha ! Next time bahs. :D Anyway, thanks for the sweets. See eileen bestie & her didi play maple ._. Bestie de didi, knn. Keep bully me ._. He alot strength leys. Yaosiewkia =='' Pull my hair somemore, -.- My poor hair D: Ard 7 plus, went dobby-xchange eat dinner. Nasi lemak. Me and val keep bully eileen de didi :X Lols. Didi, grow longer please (: Hees. After dinner, went back bunk again. That MIA siao one, play one bubp, do so many patterns. Okay, he got mental problems. Saw ven too :D Ard 8, trained back home with eileen & her didi. Cheebye la didi, knn. Hit my head _l_ I see things blur blur la D: Sehseh walk go home.

2008-10-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

Took mrt, saw alfred. Up the mrt together.
He go clementi, so ask him lend me his bunk card.
Thanks Hor :D Reached bunk, find kaijing sweetsweet. Play-ed audi with her.
Waited for sarah jiejie to reach. Suppose to go bunk with her de, but i reach le, she haven reach.
Lazy wait, so she told me to go first. Had chicken rice for lunch(:
Back to bunk, continue play lohs. Went up some, so let val use my com. Come back from smoking, don't feel like playing /: So let minghui, yang, ahwei and so many people play my com luhrs. Alfred came back from clementi, so give him back his bunk card & i off com. Walk here & there, nothing to do ._. Had a great chat with val. He somehow, seems very sad. So i so call console him luhrs. At the sofa sit, chated alot luhrs. Know 'bout his feeling. Hmms val, things come through & flow, don't bother too much le yup? I believe you can control your emotions, right ? :D Cheerup(s) please ! Thing which you told me, will be keep confidencial ! :D No worries. Justin daddy ar, don't because of one girl or other problems go smoke cans ? Buyao smoke liaos la you D: Slap you ar. Went plaza sing with kaijing sweetsweet, bought chicken chop. [: Cope ahwei's french fries eat :x Go up smoke smoke, i don't know why. Suddenly feel very high /: Run here & there, like mad dog. Lols._. Kaijing sweetsweet de chicken chop, xtra spicy de :x Eat till her mouth swollen, hahas. Make me laugh like mad. Saw pampers, xuee nobrains, estacy, bernice, hao & alot people la.
But the candy baby, half way go hougang, nvr tell me ! Tsk, naughty D: Ard 7 plus, trained back home with alfred. Alfred have scary eyes & he owns me a punch :D

2008-10-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

Science Paper Today, Section A & B was easy. Till Section C -.- Jitao cmi luhrs.
After exams, went meimei's house. Waited her to change, than went down settle thing.
After that, bus home & bath all that.
Meet meimei, jiejie, siogan, day-ries(don't know how spell._.) & yang @ compass kfc.
Talk talk, smoke smoke blas blas.
Ard 3 plus, went LongJohnSilver, got other guys, don't know what name.
Meimei so paiseh la, lol.
The sticky glue keep stick to her :x Hor meimei ? You know, I know can liaos :D
After that, smoke again.
Bus 83 to 134's house. On the way there, saw meimei & jiejie de mummy. She tag along & keep say meimei lahs. I feel like saying back her, but in anyway, she's still my qian bei :x So yup, respect ! :D
Mei, sayang la. She won't know how you gonna feel after you put on "that thing". Don't care her :D
Went up to 134's house. He so called confess to jiejie :x Me & meimei like idiot, sit outside the living room wait for them. After that, cabb to bus-stop & walk home :D

2008-10-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

Rahhh, maths paper. Cannot make it le.
Buck up for other subject bahs :D
Went home after exams, never go anywhr.
Now revising science. I hope it's useful ? [:

-Ahwei, i'm gonna wait for you.

2008-10-15T05:32:00.001-07:00

Satyed back after school with daughter & ahxiang idiot.
Went up to the library with MissTng, reviced our maths.
When going up that time, Mr FlatTop confiscate my tougue stud again _l_ !
Cheebye luhrs him, kns.
Stayed back for around one hour plus, went canteen eat.
Bus to sengkang with daughter & idiot.
Me & daughter walk to mall.
Meet up with charis mei & jerelyn happy.
I went home bath & blas. Went down to the void deck find them.
Awhile more, daughter go home liaos. Went Mac buy ice-cream[:
Back to the void deck with meimei & happy.
Slack till 6 plus, went over to mall find sarah jie, eugene, yang & lendl.
All dyed their hair, so stricking luhrs._.
They all go home, so i go home too lohs :D
Maths Paper Tomorrow, Is A Sure Fail Paper[:

YiQing Y WeiXiang Too Okays ! :D

2008-10-14T05:58:00.001-07:00

Went meimei's house. Waited her to bath & blas.
Cabbed to my house, i bath & blas. Bus to compass, cause link card no money._.
Meet up with daphne daughter & Jerelyn happy @ Mac luhrs.
Had lunch there, after that walk to Blk 260 there find sarah jiejie & the rest.
Saw JinDa didi luhrs ! So long nvr see him, still the same yup[:
As naughty as before ! Hahas. Saw eugenue with jiejie they all, i was like, huh ? LOL.
Don't know he come from which country, never wear shirt leys ! Think he played basketball luhrs._.
Meimei & Happy went compass find one guy take things. Had a good chat with daughter & didi[:
After that, went to void-deck, slack with jiejie, meimei, daughter, happy, eugene, 134 yrs old guy ( Paiseh, don't know name :x ), Lendl & Yang. Had loads of laughter luhs.
But the fcuker eugene, go disturb my meimei -'-
Mei, nehmind, AkuSayangYou[:
Awhile more, went back to compass, help mama take things.
Than waited for mama @ taxi stand. She send my scb to punggol plaza, than headed to Sambawang fetch my korkor. Had dinner after that, korkor & mama argue cause of car lahs -.-
Make till my head so pain.

Daphne Daughter: Sorry yup, never pei you stay today. Cause of my mood._. I make sure i pei you tomorrow ! :D

2008-10-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today after school, pei meimei go change.
Had lunch @ her house.
Took bus to hougang, serangoon jc opp. de void deck with daughter & mei.
Find yang, sarah jie & lendl. Slack slack, smoke.
Awhile more, than went bus stop with daughter.
Daughter ahhai luhrs._. Bring me go opp. de bus-stop.
Than got to cross the bridge so many times -.-''
Reached home ard 5.30 :D

& I 'm studying geography now. Goodgirl. [:
Jealous peeps, who have finish their exams D:

2008-10-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

Stayed at home, bored luhrs.
Do some housework, good girl right ? :D
Geehs.
Ard 6 plus, walk to grandma house with sokping.
Stayed awhile & had dinner with them.
I'm going to study for geography now :D
I want to pass geography, a promise to miss tan ! :D
Maths, haiya. Study le, still fail de ._.

[I'M A GOOD GIRL.]
Ladies, i miss you girls. Do your ? [:

2008-10-11T19:12:00.000-07:00

Trained to Hougang Mall, meet eileen bestie there.
Bought new tongue stud :D
Trained to dobby ghuat, bunk ! :D
Went up smoke, than went plaza sing with nightkids, yang & bestie.
Cause yang want buy ear stud luhrs.
Bag heavy x.x Thanks nightkids for helping me take :D
Went back bunk, blablabla.
Went toilet, than saw somthing happen.
Tag along, cannot really say waht happen luhrs ._.
Hmmms, ivy twinneh sayang you la. [:
Yunie the cute one & Ivy pei me go dobby x-change eat nasi-lemak :x
Thanks cute one for the treat :D Muacksssss.
Actually i kissed her alot of times on her cheek liaos :x
Went back bunk, use zheng jie didi de com, play beatup.
Heehees. Than pei bestie go back plaza buy chicken chop.
Go back bunk outside sit, chat. Bestie machim keehong luhrs._.
Make all of us laugh like mad. Oh ya, yang you idiotzxzxzx.
Go hit my head, damn you luhrs :X Ard 7 plus, baby reach bunk.
Pei her go eat chicken rice. [:
Went back bunk talk talk, disturb ahwei.
Ahwei, paiseh aye, made till your toe bleed :X
Ard 8.30 liddat, trained back home le [:
Reached home ard 9 plus.

I miss [C,D,J,S] & WeiXiang ):

2008-10-10T07:26:00.000-07:00

Went home changed, train to bunk with renjing & darren.
Okays, renjing was damn disiao x.x
Reached there, went to dobby x-change, had lunch & blas.
Went back bunk, on come play.
Than off, slack outside.
Went home after that.

Eh daddy -'-
Please, don't always kp me for nothing & so good to me after that -.-

2008-10-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

Stayed back, study with daphne charbokia, weixiang idiot and Miss Tan :D
She teached us geography luhrs.
We were late, while waiting for us, Miss Tan wrote geography notes for us.
So good right ? [: Loveezxzx lahs. [:
After that, ard 4 plus, walk to punggol plaza with them, go meet charis mei, jerelyn happy, sarah qinaide & 2 other guys._.
Slack under block for awhile, and went home after that :D

[ I'm a good girl, i'm gonna buck up for EOY! ]

2008-10-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

Tiredddd, was the only word i could say now.
Never pei my siaocharbos today, sorry.
Cause parents kaobei, plus rain very big.
So never go over, sorry yup[:

VINCENT,
You this suckerrrr, stop calling me a sucker okays.
Cause i'm not :D
Stop talking 'bout the past, big bully ! :x

[C,D,J,S,Y] United as one :D

2008-10-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

Y Candy baby ;

Just read your post on saturday. Cause this few days 'bit busy yup. So seldom go update people's blog. Hmms, really thanks alot. Without you guys, i don't know how to bring a smile to bunk, & bring a smile back home. Sometimes, i might be "emo" but you guys, would nvr leave me alone. You guys will be at there, talking to me, which really made me happier. You guys, are haven gifts to me. Thanks alot, iloveyou guys.

2008-10-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

English EOY exams was counted easy? [:
Hopefully can pass bahs.
After exam, went meimei's house.
Waited for her to bath & changed.
Ask mummy over & drive us to compass, cause new car mahs.
Headed to hougang first, mummy went buy thing.
Than to compass.
Had yoshinoya for lunch :D
Lrt back home with meimei & daughter.
I bathed & changed. Took an umbrella out, cause rainrain.
Cover meimei, the daughter drenched luhrs.
Cause she walk so fast, we three share one unbrella, abit lol uhs ? :x
Took bus, back punggol, meet happy, boonhao & teng jun over there.
Slack till 6 plus, me & happy went compass for dinner.
Not hungry, so went walk walk.
I made happy laugh till like one mad woman, lols._.
Siaocharbos, i've got a picture of dolls for us.
Shall upload the picture when i'm not lazy ? :X
Ate dinner, & went back home.
[S]arah 亲爱的 i miss you manzxzx, never get to meet you today ):

I never thought that we would end everything so fast.
Never ever ):
You said, can we don't break.
I replied, if you can promise me what i ever wanted.
You said, promiesed(:
I replied, how can i believe you again?
& You, never reply ):
[250908-100508] 我会忘了你.

2008-10-04T06:31:00.001-07:00

Actually, don't want go out de.
But suddenly feel like going bunk, don't know why.
Too devoted liaos luhrs.
Bestie called me, & ask me meet what time.
Paiseh hors, i late one hour D:
Trained to bunk, saw yueshi mama.
Stupid mother, nvr take picture with me. D:
My mother so keais can? [:
On com play, on beside valval de.
Cause i want disturb him, & bully him.
In the end, he & alfred keep trash me beatup, damn them okays-'-
Pei candy baby go foodcourt eat, than went back bunk agn.
Saw alot people luhrs.
RenJing's S$10, was torn by me :x
Become S$5, x= Took scoth-tape, help him tape back.
Went dinner with darren erzi, renjing the noisy-est one & eileen bestie.
Was laughing till mad, cause the noisy-one, was really damn cute.
Back to bunk, use com awhile than leave for home liaos. [:

-One whole day, not even a single message from you. I tried to contact you, but your phone was off. I don't know why, what's happening between us? I really don't get it, i never do anything wrong ? Even if your phone is confiscate or something, you can use other ways to contact me de what, everything shows that, i'm not important to you at all. -'- Maybe, we shall end this relationship ba.

2008-10-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

Went home changed, went bunk meet up with meimei, daughter & happy.
Bought chippy eat[:
Went find darren after that, disturb him play beatup :x
Hohos, you uhs, fever liaos.
Must takecare okays(:
I've known a new sweetheart, velencia :D
Charis mei, Daphne daughter, Sarah jie, Velencia sweetheart, Candy baby, & alot more, thanks for all your concerning.

There's so much i wanted to say. It has been in my heart for quite a long time. I don't know if all thoses things which you told me are true. Firstly was mother ask you work for her. Secondlly, was having flu. Third, don't have enough cash. Now more worst, father lock you up. Are all this rubbish for you not to meet me? If you don't want to meet me, just say it okays? You're the one who said that, we go to be true to each other, no secrets between us. I see my friends, going out with boyf/girlf, holding hands, smiling sweetly, i really feel like crying. I don't know why. You don't even know how to msg me first. Just like today, i don't want to msg you. To see if you'll msg me first. But in the end ? I still cannot control myself & send you a message. When i'm in bunk today, i'm thinking. Should we end this relationship? I'm really sick & tired, even fuck up of this relationship. I've been tearing in the middle of the night, i feel so lonely. I really don't know what to do. JUST FUCK OFF -'- ):

2008-10-02T22:39:00.000-07:00

Just, what am i to you?
You've been lying & giving all sorts of excuses.
I'm tired, please stop all this will you?
I'm really confuse, staring the sky in the night and tearing alone.
I'm afraid of this feeling, really):
Hais.

[G] You broke my heart,

2008-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

Went home and change after school.
Ard 3 plus, cab to punggol.
Meet meimei, happy, nuer, weixiang & alan there.
Chit-chat, till 6 plus.
Than went home.
Tio screen by police._. Cause got ppl complain we too noisy, lol.

Lie,Lies,LIES, everything is a lie ):
You lied to me, i gave you another chance.
I hope, you won't do it again alrights.
Okays, suppose meet baby.
But [...] He told me he don't have enough cash.
Which really make my mood drop all they way.
Nvm, i told him, forget 'bout coming than.
From afternoon, till now.
Not even a call/msg from you.
Maybe you're still sleeping? Hmmms, i hope so luhrs.
Baby, faster wake up okayzxzx!
Imissyou.
I don't know how long we'll last.
But now, i'll try to be the most understanding girlf & the best girlf you ever had. [:
亲爱的，我爱你，爱死你 YYY

2008-10-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

Having a very bad stomach ache D: Alright, meet eileen bestie, went changi ariport with her. Meet up with candy baby, orange kor, yingsi tai-sunnu and baby there. Was having loads of laugter luhrs, but they four, came very late D: So, not alot time spend with them. Baby was pushing me around with the trolley, so fun luhrs[: Make until baby de pants keep want drop, hohos :x Ard 7 plus, took buu 27 home, baby was accompanying me :D All the way till i reach home, thanks baby yup.

[S]iaocharbos, i miss you guys man D:
& Daphne nuer, i lost my cable, cnn't upload pictures for you. Sorry ):

2008-09-30T03:23:00.000-07:00

School Hours, [:

English : Done some work, but did have fun too. :D
Science : Studying for science class test, & i think i can pass ? LOL.
Music : Can say that enjoyed today's music most, althought mad woman was screaming ._. & She said that i walk like a gangster :O

History : Was writing letter to baby, daphne nuer, sarah jie & weixiang. ( rest haven complete ) :x
Maths : Went to air-corn room again, woooo :D Did some maths questions, of cause some laughter!
Assembly : Hmmm, abit boring, talk about globa warming._.
That's all the lessons i had today[:
Went meimei's house, wait for her change, blablas.
Went kofu for lunch, after that went 165b with jerelyn happy first, while nuer & meimei go up her house take tibits.
Talk to happy, till she cry :x Sorry yup, maybe i said something which hurt you, or maybe you have alot of thoughts in your mind.
Than they came back, and we talk to each other, happy cry till more jialat D:
Suppose to meet baby, but again (...) Hais D:
He told me he was on his way, just like what he said yesterday.
But half way, he msged me & say that he's having a very bad flu.
I don't know if it's true, but i'm his girlf, i got to believe him.
I really miss him damn much, does he know ? D:
He said that, tomorrow he gonna meet me, i don't dare to think of it again.
Will he find another excuse to say that he won't be meeting again?
Gods know. Not saying that the past few days he giving excuse luhrs,
but i really wish he keep his promise yup.
Sigh ): What can i do?

Jerelyn Happy : Happy, is really difficult to go on till a 6 month relationship. Not everyone got the chance to get to 6 months yup. I know, he have been hurting you alot this few weeks. And you also had given him load & tons of chances. But his attitude, just won't change. You asked me, wheather to break annot, my answer is, i don't know, it's your choice overall. I just don't want you to regret. Think of the sweet times you guys had together, think of it. Maybe it would help ? You said, you cnn't be strong, nehmind we understand. When you're feeling really down, there's nothing call ''strong''. If you give him another last chance, start a fresh, forget 'bout everything which has cause you tears in the past, & if you really want to end this relationship, don't be sad over it, continue with your journey, start a fresh & find a new guy. Goodluck yup, much loveees.

2008-09-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

Meet eileen bestie first, than trained to dobby ghuat.
Had lunch with scb, weixiang, alan, yuguo and my cousin.
Chicken rice :D
After that, went back bunk.
On com and play, blablabla.
Smoke, walk in & out.
Lol.
Went plaza sing with cousin, bestie, baby & his friend.
Pei baby eat his lunch and back to bunk.
Slack outside, the cheebye nightkids, knn bully me D:
Go kick my leg, pain de yao si. _l_
Cause he say, i bua his backside._. LOL.
Went back plaza sing, bought chippy.
Saw weixaing they all again.
They waiting for one maple de charbo, weixiang very shy.
Keep running around :x Siao peh luhrs him.
Very sian, plus gastric pain.
So went home with baby and cousin.
They both staying at my house today :D
-Candy Baby and YingSi tai-sunnu i miss you both lahs !

SIAOCHARBOS,
Is really difficult for us to get till now,
6 months le.
We're gonna continue everything peacefully.
Although, sometimes we will badmouth or complain each other,
but in the end, we're still back at one.
You guys are the best gift from heaven.
I love you, ladieeeeeee-[s], moo-warks :D
Chairs,Daphne,Jerelyn,Sarah, &YiQing.

2008-09-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

Never go choir again x.x
Cause head was damn painful D:
So went back home, after school.
Charis meimei, Daphne nuer & Jerelyn happy came over to my house to use computer.
Rest, talk & blas.

Gerald.C - i love die you lah :P ♥♥♥

2008-09-23T03:14:00.000-07:00

Stayed back for choir make-up again.
Bored D:
Walk to bus stop with suhailah & fifah.
& bused home.
Baby's sleeping like a pig now, roars :D
And that BEN are you a guy ?
Hitting my sister[s] ? Till they bleed ?
And you still cry ? And still ran away ?
You better becareful i tell you. Fcuker, cheebye -.-

Eh bitch, just shut the fuck up luhrs hor.
I never huan tio you, you better not uh.
Cheebye _l_

CHARIS SISTER : Just take it as it is a bad dream. Nobody wants that to happen yeahs. Cheerup my darling girl Y

2008-09-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hey baby,
when we are together.
Doing things, that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high, I don't want to let go, boy.
I just need you to know boy.
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight.
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight.
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

437253(:

2008-09-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

Trained to bunk with eileen bestie.
Reach there, saw charis mei, sarah jie, daphne nuer & jerelyn happy, jiahao, kaijing sweet & alot more luhs.
Played sweet's com, trash jiahao beatup aye :D
Slack outside with siaocharbos, took pictures & all.
Till two plus, went dobby x-change for nasi lemak with eileen bestie, kaijing sweet & jiahao.
Thanks sweet for treating me lunch ! Y
Eat finish le, back to bunk. Sat outside with siaocharbos again.
Sarah jie hand itchy, so pei her on com.
Play awhile than settle taiji.
Suppose to slap de, but in the end pangsua._.
So never slap, sorry siaocharbos for wasting you guys time.
After siaocharbos go,went up to bunk's somking area.
Sat there with yc, storyfobia, jiahao & sweet.
Sai luhrs them, one time smoke 4 sticks ==''
Mad de, sweet stand up, sehseh one :D
They all pei me go plaza sing, actually want go arcade for ddr.
But under renovation D: Went down to 77th-street.
Bought sex band, cause pervious de all lost x.x
Jiaohao & sweet buy chippy, jiahao gave $10, but only got back $1.90.
Cause he treat me eat the chicken chop :D
Hohos, 谢谢你。
Sit outside bunk & eat. JiaMing daddy & Jeremy xdd came and join.
Cnn't finish the chicken chop, cause very spicy.
So jiaming daddy help me eat. Lols.
Celebrated xueting sister's belated birthday.
Bought a cake, chocolate & mint de for her.
Sang song, cut cake & blas.
Yuenie go hug me so tight ._. Till my bones very pain.
Tsktsk, yaosiew kia luhrs her. Stomach pain, tkcare of youself uhs :D
They than left for pasir ris.
Went up again, smoke. Chatted with shawn sweetsweet in-law, his friend, ivan and candy baby.
Laugh till stomach one peng luhrs. Sibeh disiao cans.
Ard 7 plus, they go don't know where. Slack awhile more & trained home with ritche brother :D
He told me a number of things that happen to him luhrs. Poor boy :x
Go do your community service ba, :D Be a good boy la.

2008-09-18T03:18:00.000-07:00

Geography & Chinese class test today.
I'm sure, i gonna fail it.
Cause is dam difficult laaaa D:
And i never study for it, so hahaha /:
Lessons were fine, last period still need take english test.
Cause yesterday never absent from school.
Heard that weixiang idiot changed ):
But luckily, the old him came back. [:
After school, pon choir again.
Charis meimei, Daphne nuerh, Jerelyn Happy, Weixiang idiot & Alan came to my house.
Had loads of fun la, taking videos.
Just read weixiang's blog.
I cried, when i was reading it.
Maybe, is really true that we've been so much since the starting of the year.
Losing either one of them, will really make my heart sour.
I cnn't affort to lose, lose anyone of them.
Seriously, they had already been a part in my life.
I will treasure you guys, { Charis, Daphne, Jerelyn, Sarah, Weixinag, Alan, Leslie and Blandon} more than anything else.

Haven is making a prank on me.
Whatever i do, nothing goes right.
But is lucky that god let me met them, my siaocharbos & weixiang .
Which really brighten up my life yeahs.

2008-09-17T06:14:00.001-07:00

Never go school today.
Fever & Sore throat D:
So early in the morning, tell dad i not feeling well.
So he asked me to rest.
Ard 9 plus, that stupid darling of mine finally wake up.
He bath & changed, than came down pei me see dcotor.
Went polyclinic to see doctor, fucking long lahs ._.
After doctor, head very pain.
So went back to my house.
Had lunch and i don't want eat medicine, cause i don't like ):
The stupid darling la, ask me eat D:
No eat, he piak me. Roars him.
He look like someone to me luhs, than i keep laugh @ him.
Haha, thanks darling to make me laugh like one mad de. :D
Ard 6 plus, my mummy came home than he went home le.

Sorry chairs meimei & silver sister, for not going bugis today.
Cause of fever, 对不起uh.

2008-09-16T03:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, :D

Too tired to post yesterday, so yup.
Went chairs meimei's house.
Suppose to come over my house, but there was a change to it.
Planning of what to eat for lunch, than i don't know who's idea was it to cook ourself :D
So, me jerelyn & daphne start to cook our lunch.
Fried vegetable, fried egg, lunchomeat, orange juice and banana :D
Everything taste nice okays ! :D We've got skill.
After finishing lunch, hear meimei play piano.
So comfortable hearing her play.
Took a vedio of it, gonna upload it soon yeahs?
Went to meimei's study room.
Had a great chat in there, talking 'bout how we've been through & all.
But, tears was dripped. D: Cause of some memories,
Daphne nuerh : Mummy knows that the break is really too sudden. But you've got to accept the fact. Now that he's gone, carry on with your life. We'll still be here for you, one for all, all for one. Remember ? [: So what if there's no more morning msg & tight tight hugs ? Gone, is forever. Back ? Won't be the same. So what for think of him still ? 忘了他吧，你可以的.
Jerelyn happy : Yeahs, maybe sometimes he is really busy with his work or something. Not that he don't want meet you. You guys has been through so much so much, the love for him, i'm sure he can feel it. Don't cry le alright, happy's here for you. & You're my happy, you should smile smile smile ! :D Just take it as everything which is bad a dream. When you are awaken, everything will be back to normal. AkuSayangHappy.
Charis meimei : Tears roll down our cheecks, cause of daphne & jerelyn. Great that you never tear when you're speaking 'bout derrick. My lil grown up girl. Yeahs, sometimes you might take us for granted, but we're still loving you like how we do ! :D Now you understand more, and seriously. Last year till now, you're so much matured. I'm really happy to see that. Can see that you & derrick are progressing, yup that's great. Remember, try to give in if you can. Don't blow up the matter yeahs. Strong lil girl, 真的长大了[:

Today, :D

English : Singing songs & writting lyrics. Never pay attention :D
Science : Done experiment. Than i go pour the toxic chemical in the basin, suddenly the don't know who go shout " Girl, what are you doing !?" I was shocked :x The stupid weixiang, keep say "Not me not me, is she pour de" Idiot right ? D: 害我-'- But in the end, nothing happen. [:
Music : Boring angklung again. Sucks -.-
Recess was peace, :D
History : Slack and sleep :D
Maths : Revision & maths class test. I'm gonna fail agan ._. Cause my mind was totally blank ! ):
PC : Go air-corn room, chat alot with daphne daughter :D
After school, went canteen for lunch than go library for my choir make-up sessions. Suppose to clean & self the book. But i never do anything. Heehee. Talk to kahmay sunnu & daphne daughter. 3.30pm they went for their cca. Left me alone, so write letter for kahmay sunnu cause never done so before. Fifah & eileena came and join me. Walk ard the school, fifah break her fast ! D: Bad girl. Went to dance room find daphne nuerh they all, see them dance. So difficult :O Went back library, fifah go take one sex de book._. She's damn horny, lolol. After that waited for daphne nuerh they all finish cca. Bused home with nicolette kuku & kahmay sunnu. Thanks kuku for sending me songs :D

2008-09-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

Alright, meet eileen bestie.
Took train to dobby ghaut.
Meet sharah jie, charis mei, daphne nuer & jerelyn happy there.
Play com & blabla.
Than went dobby x-change, had chicken rice for lunch,
Thanks kaijing sweetsweet for the treat.
Is already one plus liaos, but HE still nvr msg me.
So, i got so fk up and threw my phone on the table.
Than the chicken rice de soup, pour on my phone.
And my battery spoilt D:
After that, went back bunk,
sat outside with charis mei they all.
Took pictures :D
Than walk in & out of the bunk.
Ard 5 plus, sarah jie & chairs mei need go home le.
So accompanied them to wait taxi.
After that, went dobby x-change, Mr Bean, for pancake with daphne nuer & jerelyn happy.
Went plaza sing meet candy baby they all.
Went foodcourt, they ate dinner.
I never, cause not hungry.
Head pain, plus daddy kp. So went home ard 7.
Reached home, edit pictures & all.

2008-09-12T03:20:00.000-07:00

Days, since i posted.
Doing fine for this whole week.
Went home after school, waited for daphne nuer & charis mei reach.
Ard 3 plus, they reach le.
Went mall eat, but i never.
Back home, chit chat, play com.
Ard 4 plus darling came over.
But he stayed for awhile only D:
Till 6 plus, than all go bck le.

Just read your blog,
seems sweet to your new girlf yeah?
Hope you both last long ba.
And, treat her better than how you treat me.
Tkcare naes

2008-09-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

Alright, althought everything ended just for thirteen days.
But, i seriously, i did enjoy when i'm out with you.
Although i know you dind't enjoy it.
No matter what, past is past.
You're now my gan-di.
and i hope, you'll find your girl soon.
Infect, you found one yeahs ?
Laughs, last long than.
Goodbye love, SLCP.

2008-09-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

Meet sokping cousin first.
Trained to bunk, find candy baby they all @ bunk.
Went up to plaza sing's foodcourt, had lunch there.
After lucnh, went arcade for ddr.
Back to bunk, smoke smoke, slack slack.
Never open com play luhs, cause save money mahs :D
Played with fionehhh nuerh de birthday cake.
Creams ard my face :o
Laughs, went disiao jialing, fionehhh nuer, shirlene mei, puppy mei, sokping, ivy, kaijing sweet & alot people lahs.
Make until their face all got cream :x.
Went back down bunk, slacked outside.
Candy baby emo luhs, fk the guy -.-
Time simi siol ? Knn. Please lah hor, you don't even have the looks to time people la.
Look yourself in the mirror, please. For god sake -.-
Candy baby, mai sad over him.
Like how you console me when i broke up with fly.
Think for yourself, does he worth your tears ?
Answer is, nope he don't. Don't because of him.
you make your heart numb or whatever.
Just remember, i'm always here for you.
I may be loud at you today, i'm just concerning you.
Sorry yup.
Went to plaza sing agn, bought ahma's birthday present.
Go back to bunk, slack awhile more than go ahma's house le.
Trained back home with Ritche, eileen bestie, sokping & yingsi tai-sunnu.

Sigh, perhaps i'm not the girl for you yup?
I can say, i've already done my part.
Whole day nvr msg me, i sua sua le.
All i wanted to know is, what you really want.
All you say is, i don't know.
By saying that, you think i know what you want ?
Please luhs, accompanying brothers are much more important.
But you always said no. You're wrong, totally.
Indeed, brothers are much important.
When you're with me, i don't see any real happy in you.
Just faking a smile ? Hais, i really tried to be your best girlf but...

2008-09-05T07:21:00.001-07:00

I'm a good girl yeahs? (: Went back school for history remidal.
Althought i'm 30 minutes late :x
After remidal, went charis meimei's house.
Waited her to change, & bus to punggol inter, than trained to dobby ghuat.
Bought the fried chicken eat, ate outside bunk with sarah jie & charis mei.
Sarah jie, chill alrights :D
Waited for baby to reach orchard, than we threesome trained there.
Meet baby & went to wisma, for my phone repair.
Fk up phone alright, second time reparing. Sucker phone -'-!
After wisma, trained back to my home.
Derrick brother, charis mei, sarah jie & baby came up to my house.
Baby cook maggie mee for me, nice luhs Y Thanks yup.
But, baby was like crazy, ate 2 bowls ! Don't see my baby small size hor, can compete with him :x
Slack inside my room, sarah jie use com.
Brother, mei, baby & me lie on bed.
Ard 5 plus, daphne nuer & ben son-in-law came also[:
Slack awhile more, went compass for dinner.

Thanks charis mei, derrick brother, sarah jie, sean baby, daphne nuer, ben son-in-law for today, :D

2008-09-04T03:28:00.000-07:00

Y -TANGTANG mama, thanks for cheering me up! :D

& SiMin daughter, cheerup alright.
No matter what, mummy's here for you !
XOXO :D

Facial with my ladies today.
Enjoyed it[:
Shop awhile, and went home after that.
Suppose to meet baby, but hais ):
Not really in a mood to post.
I don't know what happen to me today,
mummy ask me cook rice, & i forget to put water in.
Tio kaobei -.- Sigh, maybe because i'm missing him too much.

i don't want all this excuses & empty promises from you.
I trusted you so much, why did you take away the trust ?
Next time, if you cnn't promise me, please don't.
In the end, both of us are getting hurts.
Stop all this pls, STOP.
I had enough of it, & i'm really tired.
~~Why can all other couples be so sweet?~~
~~On the way home, i saw a couple, same shirt, ssame jacket.~~
~~Hugging each other tightly. Why cnn't we just be like one of those ?~~
~~Seriously, i've drip my tears for you, but do you know?~~
~~Ask you to be more caring towards me, you said you'll try.~~
~~But to me, nothing is progressing.~~
~~If we really continue to be like this, this r/s would really end soon ):~~
~~I really don't want that to happen, please my dear.~~
~~如果真的有一天，我们不能够在维持下去，怎么办？~~

2008-09-03T03:39:00.000-07:00

OUTING WITH MY PEEPS,

Cabbed to punggol plaza, meet up with charis mei & daphne nuerh frist.

Weixiang idiot & Alan thn came join us.

Trained to bunk, played com awhile bouhgt batter fish agn :x

Than i keep feed charis mei & daphne nuerh until mei say i'm mother hen, and nuer say i like mother terresa.

They both, laugh like mad. I go disiao nuer, her drink spill from her mouth :x

Eeeyer right ? x=

We decided to go kovan for bowling after bunk, so ask happy jitao take bus there wait for us.

On the train bck to kovan, laughter [:

Reached kovan, walk to th bowling there.

Played for two games, can say i first time play luhs.

So first round was like, yucks D:

But second round, i nearly win weixiang ! 85 vs 89 ):

Loss just by 4 points, cause last ball, my ball went into th drain.

And weixiang, went in 8 balls. Sucks, i hate weixiang :x

Hurt my middle finger ): So pain, until now when i typing, not using my middle finger(Left hand de)* All Alan's fault !

Snatch ball with me, make until my hand liddat.

Fingernails, somehow fall off too D: Pain si wo le lah.

After bowling, went to the kovan hawker center eat.

Only weixiang eat, cause frm morning till thn he haven eat.

So all looked @ him :x Took alot of pictures of him mans [:

Weixiang's trying to ask me fk off ):

Trained back to punggol, and waited bus to blk 161.

Suddenly got tunder, than daphne nuer hug me so tight.

Don't scare don't scare, mama love you[:

Lol, mother terresa bless you :D

In the bus, keep taking pictures, laughs.

Poor weixiang, got himself all wet D: Poor lil elephant.

Go home faster bath hot water la! :D

Cabbed home after tht. Thanks peeps, for giving me a enjoyful one(:

Thanks peeps, :D

2008-09-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

Baby came over my house.
Bought lunch, ate at home with baby.
Do nothing much luhs, study awhile & sleep.
Baby pei me sleep, hug me while i'm sleeping but he keep look at me,
so cnn't get to sleep. But baby, thanks for you hug x3.
So played tickle game with him, he keep tickle me ):
He know i scare itchy, still keep tickle. Tsktsk.
Went back mall, bought couple handphone pouch.
And dinner back home while baby took bus home.
Thanks for the accompany-ment today.
Iloveyou, *more & more each day.

2008-09-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

Meet baby @ causeway point together with sokping.
Reached there, baby sell one phone, he pick up de.
Than got one funny shushu say he got friend can help us buy.
But he use his IC, so the money he take more.
We anything loh, cause if got taiji not we tio mahs.
Followes that shushu to marsiling, sold tht phone @ $185.
Uncle took $60, the rest me and baby share.
Cabbed back to causeway,bought movie tickets.
Meet Dave, funny show yeahs ? (:
Baby go buy ring for me, laughs.
Thanks baby :D Muacks.
And i bought him our couple key-chain.
Bused home, baby send me home.
Thanks yup? :D

I'm loving baby more and more each day !
I miss his hugs & kisses ):

2008-08-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

Kallang airport for lunch.
Bused to penisular, bought my cherry & star hoodie :D
Shop ard, than trained to orchard.
Walked to far-east. Bought a bag from there.
Saw daphne nuer, jerelyn happy and her sister! :D
Continued shop, esther cousin bought a orange colour shirt.
She's like, orange siao ? -.- Lol.
Bought chippy, batter fish to eat.
Walk all the way to ceni-leasure for cousin's watch.
Trained to amk, and changed bus to cousin's house.
Saw weiren in the bus, [:
Took cousin's ear-piece and headed home.
Today, there will be ppl accompany-ing me, SokPing :D
She'll be staying my house, for today. Hoho.

Ping, esther and me :D

SEAN BABY, IMISSYOU DUDE.

2008-08-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

Meet leen bestie @ hougang. Bought new tongue stud again.

Eileen bestie(:
Went bunk, meet baby there[:
He so keais can? :D
Play com awhile, slack outside bunk with baby.
Went to plaza sing, came back. Went agn with cass, baby and another girl.

I Don't know her name :x

Cassandraaaaa, :D
Don't know her name ._. Played ddr with cass.
Deprove alot alot, cause very long nvr play le.
Back to bunk outside, sit and chatted with baby.
Play play, smoke smoke, half day past liaos.
Esther cousin called me, ask me weather want join her go vivo with another cousin of mine.
Bunk sian, so decided go find her.
Trained to vivo with baby, lie on his chest :D Wooo, ilovebabyman~
Reached there, shopshop, than before having dinner,

Cousins, weee[:
baby went back woodlands find his friend.
Had dinner @ foodcourt.
Go giant shopping awhile, and trained home.
I miss baby's hugs :D I love you, till times end.
Muacks (:

2008-08-29T05:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Teachers' Day ! :D
School was fun, i was running like a mad dog,
up and down the school.
Just to find MissTng, damn her :x
Had a class party in class, bought a cake for MissTng and MrRuzaini.

Something wrote my MrRuzani(:

And this, from MissTng(:
I never eat, cause not hungry.
Played with ice, putting into other people's clothes :x
Took many many pictures, :D
Went hall for concert after that.
Damn you weixiang, you told me you wanted to go.
Not to let MissTng disppoint, in the end ?
Kanashyt uhs you.
Rushed home after school, bathed and went tao payoh find mummy.
Pass her working de shirt, than trained back to dobby ghuat.
Waited for sarah jie, charis mei, and jerelyn happy to come.
Half way through, saw candy baby and ritche.
Thanks ritche for helping me buy crigg :D
And your lighter is still with me ._. Sorry yup, forget give you back.
Went to dobby x-change, meet jie they all.
Had nasi lemak, and soya bean for lunch(:
Suppose to go facial, but they postpon it D: So gonna wait for another 6 more days. ):
Went down bunk, play and play.
Till 6 plus, trained to grandma house.
Tired, :/

Baby, i'll try to be your best girlf.
The special kind of feelings which you never had before.
Iloveyou baby.

2008-08-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH, SIAOCHARBOS :D

Maths lesson, test ._.

Never do, cause really don't know how to do.

Maths sucks la D:

Went home after that, cause not feeling well.

Plus i don't want design and technology lessons.

Called my godmother, pick me up from school.

She's like, took so long.

Cause she went market, and ending up,

i waited for her in the office for one and a half hour.

Was slping through out, air-corn so cold.

So comfortable :D

Went home, slept all the way till 3 plus.

Wake up, played audi awhile.

Than baby call me chat, all the way till like, 8 ?

Cooked maggie for dinner, than watched television till now.

Baby's going call me soon, bye :D

P.S i never pei my girls today, shall make it up on saturday alright ? Lolipops for all :D

Anyway, happy 5th month to my siaocharbos.

2008-08-27T05:25:00.001-07:00

After school, choir ):
Bored. 3 hours, mostly standing.
Shyt mans-.-
After choir, bus-ed home with wanching.
Meet daddy to kfc, had our dinner.
Till full ful bodoh.
Came home, bath and done baby's blog :D
Chatting on the phone with him now.
ILoveYou, SeanLow.
25o8o8, i hope we'll last.

2008-08-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

Maths lesson, was bully by charis mei D:
Keep pressing my neck, so itchy luhs.
Tsktsk, this meimei uhs. Yaosiew.
Pierced my tongue, but slanted D:
Not slant abit, is slant alot x.x
Nehmind, the skin will fall off.
Than i slowly push to the middle ba.
Slack with charis mei, daphne nuer, jerelyn happy, weixiang idiot, leslie son and blandon son.
They all say i eat very slow D: Cause tongue pain mahs.
That stupid weixiang idiot, don't let me eat chilli ):
Say later will more pain, blabla.
Thanks for the concern la :D Don't say i not good, nvr appriciate.
Took bus, than change mrt home.
Saw samantha baober, :D She become so keai luhs.
She ask me, why i never jio her out :x Still ask me want crigg ma!
Ahlian siol :O Smoke, ):
Baober, will jio you out soon alrights :D
Home and played com (:

2008-08-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, FRIDAY :D
Went for chinese spelling re-test after school.
Cause i failed badly, o/10 :x
After re-test, went to the baazar booth, bought a test-tube.
Words written was " i love my boyfriend"
I'm single now luhs, but when i've got my love one,
i'll pass it to him(:
Took bus home, get prepared.
Meet meiping ahma at mall de bus-stop.
Bus to compass, meet candy baby, eileen bestie and yingsi tai-sunnu.
Had sakae sushi for lunch.
Eat until full full ar, [:
We spen like, 2 hour inside.
After than, 6 plus liaos.
Took bus back to my house.
Meiping ahma went to my house cause she's very bored.
Play few rounds of beatup,
than daddy fetch me to hospital see grandpa.
Had dinner at bedok there. I never eat, cause very full._.
Went home after that, too tired, so never post.

TODAY :D

Meet eileen bestie to hougang mall.
Suppose to meet at 12, but i was late.
I reached there ard 12.50pm :x
Sorry bestie, let you wait so long :x
Shop for my school shoes, leen jie's birthday present, lip barbell and tougue barbell.
Haven pierce toungue luhs, monday friend helping me pierce.
So, get ready first :D
Train to dobby ghuat, meet candy baby and orange kor.
Saw my siaocharbos and blandon erzi there (:
Went to dobby x-change there for lunch, nasi lamak :D
Yummy bodoh.
Went back bunk,
saw ahwei, he wants say hi, but don't dare. LOL.
On com and play, pingou says he want play few rounds.
So let him lo, in the end, my whole com he use !
Sat outside bunk with charis mei, daphne daugher and jerelyn happy.
The sarah jie no time for us luhs :x
Pei-ing the, ermerm. Someone la :D
Jie, too busy to entertain us le, right ?
Heehee. Went in, use other people com for beatup.
Bestie call me, go up there find her.
So went, and saw wilson. Sibeh xialan.
Keep disiao me :x Tsktsk.
Went plaza sing, for jiejie's birthday cake.
Is chocolate plus butter cake, [:
Brought it to bunk, sang the happy b'day song loud loud.
LOLOL, than leen jie was like so paiseh.
Shared the cake with alot people la. :D
I very good one.
Slack outside awhile, with my scbs.
Told them 'bout (her). Their comment was, she keep diao them.
Lol, watch out yup ?
My sbc went back punggol.
I pei candy baby go plaza sing agn.
She wants see phone, and she like one mad de.
Took so many brochers of the phones modle.
Smoke, than went back down bunk.
Everything was a lie, they also nvr brk.
Yaosiew, let me happy for nothing._.
After that, "she" says i called her a bitch ?
When i never ? Please luhs ._.
Got witness, got record down bo?
No right ? =='' And "he" wants me to apologise to "her" ?
Please la, i never do anything wrong.
Ask i apologise ? Xiasuey la dey.
Of cause i nvr la, cause i was not in a wrong what.
Next time anything, i see you buey song or what.
I make sure i go infront of you and say ok.
Went up, smoke again. Very dulan lahs -.-
Back to plaza sing, eat dinner with baby.
She want eat yoshinoya, so pei her lo :D
Baby, i good right ?
Train back home to sengkang, terence daddy send me back.
Thanks daddy :D
Reached home ard 9.
Very tired plus visting time over, so nvr visit grandpa.
Baby, our promise.
When they break, we shall open beer and drink, hahas.
Ilovebaby :D And yes la, your kiss is sweet.

Thanks siaocharbos, baby, bestie for cheering me up :D

2008-08-21T23:15:00.000-07:00

Don't feel like talking 'bout lessons things.
So, talk about choir.
Went choir, was forced._.
Cause Mdm Goh was saying i've got poor cca attendance.
Ask me go, so i went lo.
Had some so call-ed "Music Work-shop".
Learing how to read music.
And Mr Tay was dancing like, (...)
Damn cute, :D He enjoyed himself, i guess.
Rofls. Rushed back home, went to changi hospital to visit grandpa.
Seeing him, can talk, i feel much happier luhs.
Went eat dinner, and went home after that :D

Thanks sarah jie, charis mei, daphne nuerh, jerelyn happy, weikian, cockroach, jiawei sillyboy for cheering me up :D

2008-08-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

Chinese oral was hard ._.
Ka na shyt D:
I was like, keep using english for the conversatin x=
Took bus home with vivan & sheena.
Pon cca, cause very tired :/
Went home, use com & slept.
My & my daddy was like, okok le luhs.
Grandpa went to hospital agn ):
After he's discharge.
Sigh. Gonna visit him tomorrow because it's my daddy's birthday today.
So went tian tian steamboat, as a celebration for him.
Eat until full full song song ar ! :D
Whole family was there, plus weilong and tommy :D
Tommy can eat alot yup ? Scary :x
Went home after that.

HappyBirthdayDaddy :D

2008-08-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

Alright, english oral was difficult for me.
Die liaos, end of year de lehs._.
Hope can past bahs.
Went compass to find parents.
They show-ed me attitudes?
And saying i was late, please lahs.
Is only 6 plus ? -.-
They went sakura eat dinner, and before that.
I've my lunch with my ladies, at 4 plus 5.
So i wasnt hungry at all.
So my mummy ask me to eat, i say i don't want.
Than my daddy was like, siao -.-
Shouted at me, "knn, see you i also bueysong."
I hot le, i already bare their attitude towards me.
I shouted back, "than you thought i see you, i song ar?"
He stood up, wanting to hit me. Mummy stopped him.
Keep silent all they way, till i reach home.
Reached home, was told that ahgong falling sick agn ):
Ambulance was there, so daddy ask me stay at home.
Tomorrow than go visit him.
God bless ba. I hope everything's fine.
I hate today, 19o8o8 x/3

Thanks to : Sarah jie, Daphne nuerh, Jerelyn happy, WeiXiang idiot, Weikian and Cockroach superboy. MuchLoveees.
To Chairs mei : Never msg you because your phone not with you. So, sarah jie should have tell you what happen bahs? I know you'll pray & cheer me up de. I sence it, laughs. Thanks:D

2008-08-18T03:53:00.000-07:00

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
'll shine up my old brown shoes.
Put on a brand new shirt.
Get home early from work,
If you say that you love me.

Just finish reading candy baby's blog.
I don't know what have got into me that day.
But i promise myself, even my friends.
I'll forget him(:
Yup, he now got new girlf liaos,
what can i do?
Give them my blessing ba, i hope i can.
Laughs._. Anyway baby,
thanks for everything. (:
Really appriciate it. I won't tears for him le ba.
If i can, i'll try to hold my tears back :D
Xie xie baby, muacks :D

2008-08-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

Alright, brought ahma & ping to amk hub,
watch movie, 12 Lotus.
Cause grandma wanted to watch it.
To me, the show was okok luhs.
Now watching olympic.
No time to post, bye peeops :D

2008-08-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

Alright, actually i'm not suppose to go out.
As a promise to my parents.
But in th end, i very bored.
So called mummy to ask her,
she ask me do housework first-.-
So, i done. Bath & blabla.
Go bunk find baby they all.
Reach there around 2 plus 3 le.
Smoke, go bunk.
Saw kele, :D Idiot, so dao de.
Went ljs for lunch.
Back to bunk, saw fly, lapixiaoxin & the rest luhs.
Was bullied by justin daddy -'- You watch out :x
Shall hit you harder next time :D
Slack slack, use com.
Than leen jie emo, so off comp,
went out to pei her.
Jiejie uhs, cheer up lahs, guys are liddat de.
You still have me, right? :D
Went up smoke, have been smoking alot today.
Lol._.
Than fly emoemo, had a qurralle with his girlf.
So, i sayang him & talk to him, ask him cheerup(:
See them fine liaos, than i happy lo.
There are things which maybe all of you don't understand.
Idk if i still like him, but i've been trying hard to forget him.
I wish i can, cheers for me :D
I tear his photo away le. Hoping it won't be a memory.
Yup, sisters & friends have been telling me,
he don't worth. Right, i'll give in my best shot to forget him :D

Thanks, eileen bestie, candy baby, orange kor, leen jie, nats mei and my siaocharbos for console-ing me, love you guys :D

& Sorry my scb, never pei you guys today.
Will make it up for the next week.
Muacks to all(:

2008-08-15T02:34:00.000-07:00

Went to meet meimei after school.
Pei her go see doctor, cause sh not feeling well.
Went koufu eat eat,
than went 165b, slack with derrick brother, weixiang idiot, alan chiobu & meimei.
Waited for daphne daughter & be son-in-law to come. :D
While waiting for them, we go put make up on alan's cheek.
Damn red & damn ke ai cans ? Laughs._.
When daphne nuerh they all reach, already 4 plus.
Than walk to bus stop with derrick brother.
Took bus to grandma house(:
Cause later having dinner at ahma house mahs,
than lazy go home.
So jitao take bus.
Now at cousin's house, using the comp.
Going back to grandma house very soon :D
Miss me yo!

I don't know what you're thinking.
Is alright, if you don't believe me.
I never force you to believe.
Me & him, everything was just like a dream.
To the relationship, he never give in anything.
Everything was me. So i nvr took the relationship seriously.
Up to you to believe.
Since, you said we're gonna be friends.
So be it.
Last word, is always, goodbye :/

2008-08-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

Wooo, never post for 3 days le yup.
Lazy post luhs.
Alright, today got d & t class agn,
Mr See, keep kp me.
Cause i don't like d&t -.-
So don't really understand what components de lahs.
Haiya-.- Fuckup with it.
Back to english class,
which make me fucking dulan.
Cheebye, ERIC TENG scold me bitch siol :o
Aizai aye, huan my mother somemore.
He's gonna die :D
Know what, he ask my mother come down talk to him.
Sure, why not. Gan-mummy also mummy right ? x=
I'm gonna make his life miserable.
The stupid Mr wang, say i sot sot :x
Keep using valgurity in class.
Ka na shyt man :x
Pon cca, so went home after school.

2008-08-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Meet charis, sarah, derrick & qianyi at sengkang mrt.
Trained to dobby ghuat, meet eugene, daphne, ben, jerelyn & guanliang.
Went bunk, saw justin daddy. Fucking daoster x=
On com with sarah jie & eugene.
Ate lunch at ps, secret recipe(:
Had mushroom soup, nicenice.
Went up to arcade, they play taydona.
I never luhs, cause i don't really like.
Wanted to go for ddr, but still haven repair.
Grrrr, fuckup machine.
Was planning to watch movie, but in the end nvr.
So bus-ed to sun-tect.
Walk walk awhile, than things happen -.-
Sarah jie, don't bother about it anymore alright.
Maybe he's really busy. So yup, don't spoil your mood cause of this.
Cheerup man ! :D You still have scb, right?
Than all the guys went for lunch, cause like all damn hungry.
So we scb, pei sarah jie.
After that, jiejie cool down liaos.
Say she hungry.
So our turn to eat :X
Went pasta maina, for pizza :D
Went esplanade after that, slack all the way till 9pm.
Bought a cake, but nvr buy plate -.-
So gonna eat the cake tomorrow, (:
Took cab home, eugene accompanied me.
Thanks yeah :D
But cab-fair, so expensive ):

Sad, happy, all kinds of emotion.

2008-08-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

Saturday, :D

Meet meimei, jiejie & happy to marina square.
Eat kfc for lunch,
Walkwalk, than got one exbition, hand medicure.

Than continue to shop, for jiejie's boxer.
Bought it from topman.
Headed down to bunk, use comp awhile.
Jiejie, meimei & happy than went back punggol.
Went up smoke smoke with baby & bestie.
Shop at plaza sing, bought soya bean to drink, :D
Went back bunk, sitted outside with baby & pearlie.
Chatchat, about that jerk.
Pearlie, cheer up alrights. He don't even worth your tears.
Went up smoke again, saw ben walking past.
I shouted his name, & look than i turn away :D
Lol.
Very boring, so went home with pearlie.
Reach home damn early lahs, ard 7 plus i at home liaos.
At 9 plus, went grandma house to fetch my cousin to my house.
Use comp, till 11pm plus.
Went to meet gary(:
Eat mac with him, & went cheers for my lolipop :D
He send me up, & he go le.
See him carry so many things, so heavy.
poor thing D:

Sarah jiejie (:

Jerelyn happy (:

Charis meimei (:

2008-08-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

Pon school today :D
Meet Junwei & benny @ ard 10am.
Took bus to school outside wait for charis's mei.
But i was late, turn out everybody wait for me :X
Pei meimei to change, while the two guys wait downstairs.
The fookers, went to their primary school & pangseh me & mei.
Nehmind, they good.
Went plaza sing, had nasi lemak.
Cannot finish -.- Feel like vomiting agn.
Bought a shinning eye-liner for jiejie as birthday present.
Continued to shop for other things.
Blandon son call us go back punggol pei him.
So, took train back to find him lo.
Meet liaos, slack slack.
Than he need go "sen tua". So went home.
Left me & meimei. Talking about xin shi lohs.
She told me quite alot of things,
which make me feel so ximtia for her ):
Sarah jiejie than come down pei us.
Both accompanied me to bus-stop,
and i went home(:

2008-08-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

Woooooo, so long nvr post le.
Having fever this few days.
Till now, feeling abit better i guess.
but see until food, feel like vomiting.
Don't know why eh._.
D& T was fun, :D
Hohoho. Shall end here ba.

2008-08-04T03:39:00.001-07:00

Sunday, :D

Went compass at ard 3 plus,
with albee mummy, jeremy & one forget his name :x
Uh, go food court have lunch.
Than went smoke & slack.
Went in value dollar shop, threw everything at that guy which i forget his name.
He so keai cans, but don't look like 15 to me.
Like 12 :x
Hahaha, than took bus to grandma house.
& Went dinner with esther & all.

Today, :D

History test was okok,
maybe can pass, or maybe fail.
Science lesson, never listen to tcher,
was sleeping :D
After that was lit, Mr Tan went for course,
so, was slacking period again :D
Mr ow saw me use pen write things on my hand,
than he say will have skin cancer blabla.
Lol. After recess,
Chinese lesson, of cause is slacking also ?
Was settling, some things la.
Was caught by tcher, cause me & renee went ard the sch.
Was brought to gernal office for reflection,
cause Renee asked tcher shut up x=
Went back class for art, was fine :D
Doing drawing & shading. My work,
not bad lah hors(:
Last two period was maths,
Never really go listen :X
Went punggol plaza for lunch after school,
after that went 165 slack.
Till 5 plus,
cause going watch movie with mummy.
So went home earlier(:
Now at home blogging,
waiting for them to get ready :D
& off we will go, !

2008-08-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

Wooot, finally went out with my scb.
Finally united uhs(:
Trained to bugis.
Nothing caught my eyes, laughs.
We bought our scb's ring.
Nice la dey~ :D
Went back punggol, slack awhile & went home.
Abit headache now ):

SiaoCharBos, huat la ! :D

2008-08-01T05:51:00.001-07:00

Went meimei's house agn.
Took bus home alone, as they all going pasir ris.
Reached home, bathed.
Meet meiping ahma, eileen bestie & yingsi tai-sunnu to compass.
Bought a handphone stripe :D
Saw Justin di, yangyang erzi, boonhao nephew & kimhock di.
Slack till 5 plus, suddenly got one guy use jiejie's phone call me.
He knows i at compass, smoking with 4 girls.
While he say he at punggol, pick until jie de phone.
I was like, huh? Wth? He he know siol?
Gahs, forget it. What a SM ._. Make till my meimei chuasai.
Meimei don't tears, jiejie shiok shiok you(:
Went home with ahma, she came my house.
Slack awhile, went down buy dinner.
Eat liaos, than send her go mall & went home.

2008-07-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

Geography test was hard yeahs? ):
Sure fail de, ):
D&T, forget to bring apron.
Was punished, not to enter the d&t lab ):
Stand until leg tired bodoh.
After school Mr Ong drive us go charis's blk :D
So good uhs him.
Slack awhile at her house,
studying how to tye the plead hair.
But in the end, all tie back pony tail.
Laughs.
Went to punggol plaza for bubble tea,
& went 165 slack.
Went home at ard 4 plus 5.

2008-07-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

Cabbed home after school.
Cause of backbone check up agn._.
Has not been pei-ing my siaocharbors this few days.
Sorry yeah girls? Shall pei you guys tomorrow :D
Okays, after checkup.
Went wisma to take my phone. All contacts was gone._.
Gosh ): Bought a red poker dots shoe & a shirt from mango :D
Wooo, song lahs. Shop at takashimaya, all the toys was on offer.
Pooh bears which usually cost $19.90, the sales only $3 !
omg lahs, but as i got alot bears, so nvr buy ):
Went back wisma , food public ate dinner with mummy.
& went home :D

2008-07-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

Sunday :D

Went out with cousins, weeann, sokping & esther.
Headed to ceni leisure, than to wisma to do my phone.
Shop awhile & went bugis street.
Bought a shoe, shopshop awhile more.
Weeann & sokping went back ahma house,
while me & esther went brash braza complex for her o-lvl books.
Bused to marina square, went to zara to try out clothes,
just for fun la, got no intention to buy.
Than went for esplanade for dinner & than to the shaolin kungfu performance.
Tired, but enjoyed :D

Today :D

Cabbed home after school.
Get everything ready & went to kk hospital for back-bone x-ray.
After x-ray, pulled mummy to bugis street.
Cause i went yesterday, & i love 2 tops.
But got not enough cash. & so, mummy bought for me! :D
Thanks mummy, x3
And she bough a harver sack for me too.
Took bus home, while mama went for her herbal lesson.

2008-07-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

Went charis meimei's house in the morning.
Waited for them to get ready, & headed to punggol inter.
Wait for daphne daughter there.
Trained to hougang, & walk to hougang plaza.
K-BOX TIME, :D
Qianyi, charis, sarah, daphne & me.
Sang till 3, they went bedok while i went bunk.
Meet eileen bestie, went ps.
Saw clarence._. I was like, [...] lol.
Went back down to bunk, play com.
Than baby reached.
Kup money, for crigg.
Somked, don't know why, suddenly feel like vomiting.
Went bunk outside, lied on baby's leg.
So comfortable, cause i not feeling well mahs.
They all tell me, my face very white :O
Baby give me panadol, jie give me water.
Thanks all yeahs ? ♥
Went x-zone, find the stupid lame :D
So skinny._. Yaosiew, must be rice nvr eat enough.
Laughs. Trained back to sengkang, cause got dinner with families :D

Stupid boyf, tkcare of yourself yeahs?
Drink more water, & get more rest okays :D
uoyevoli, ♥

2008-07-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

Went charis meimei's house.
Had noodle at her house, than went to punggol plaza.
For her bubble tea, :D
Slack under blk awhile & left home at ard 3 plus.
Reached home, around 4.
Not in a mood to post actually, cause till now,
i haven got a call or msg from him. ):
I really miss him like fuck lahs!
I feel like hugging him tightly lah.
Nahs, we're not stead. But, i feel something towards him.
亲爱的，你在哪里？我真的好想你 ♥