Thursday, October 30, 2008[:
Back To Me. ♥
Sighh, finally, thr's one day, we're left speechless.
I don't know what has happen between all of us. You never talk to her,
I talked to her, you attitude me. What's all this ? I'm not trying to blame anyone for all this.
But seriously, nobody wants all this to happen, no one. You said, we never give in to you. Never ? We doted you don't know how much.
You said, you wanted short pants, black & blue de, you've got it.
You said, you like that green heart shirt, you've got it.
You said, you would like to have a blusher, you've got it.
You said, your eye-liner is used up, but you got no money to buy, i gave mine to you, & you've got it.
You said, you have not enough cash for lunch or whatever, we lend it to you.
You said, nobody pei you slack, i did, or others did.
You said, you don't want meet others. I woke up much earlier than other days, to fetch you to school.
Why, ? Why are we doing all this ? Cause we all doted on you.
Frankly speaking, we really doted so much on you. When you got to wear "that thing", our hearts were all pain. But maybe, when anyone of us did some bad stuffs or whatever, it covers all thoses good things we've done. I know, maybe we really negelected your feelings. I tried to take first step, asking you why you're crying. You tore the paper away (w/o reading it). How hurt it feels ? You understand ? Forget about this, i send you a message, explaining what happen. You ignore. What else you want me do ? You said before, when you don't think that you're wrong, you won't aplogise. Uhhuh, i know. That's why i started writing notes and message you. I tried talk to you, but dearest, look at your attitude. 1 year, 10 months and27 days, knowing each other and being sucha close sisters, by all this small little stuffs, we're like having cold war. What's the point ? Just let's stop all this things, and just be like how we used to be alright ? If you won't take the first step, i'll. I'm sorry,
sirahc mei.
English, 43/75 :D
Chinese, 88/130 :D
Maths, 14/100 D:
Science, 22/100 D:
D & T, 16/40, but pass over-all :D
One eng, & 2 other subjects. I can be promoted ! :D